I broke my own rule for this book. Usually, I give a book
and its author more of a chance. After all, I’ve heard so much good about Ayn
Rand, and the one-liners people pass around are amazing.
My conclusion after reading 218 pages of a 694-page
book—which I took great pains in deliberating on whether or not I should abort,
restarting several times but only making it a few paragraphs before concluding
it’s all the same—is that it is no longer worth my time. I get it, Ayn Rand is
clever, but I don’t think she’s as profound as people might like to make her
out to be. And I’m sure she took huge strides in helping women to be taken
seriously in the mid-20th century. Great for her and for all women.
Seriously.
She is brilliant. She’s a clever writer. She’s courageous.
And that’s probably what fools people.
The question I was asking when reading her work is: Is this
work of Ayn Rand still relevant, or is it a relic of another time? Is it a
leftover? In other words, was there anything Rand put out that transcended her
era, or is it dated for the most part, a period piece that we learn not from, but in spite of?
It seems to me, after reading a little of this work, and
reading a little bit about her, and hearing people talk about her, that some of
her ideas at least, including her pseudo-philosophy of Objectivism, are relics. Curiosities, though superlative in literary
design, but not exactly fresh anymore. I have to say it that way because it
seems that she is still being treated by some people as impeccable.
Yes, 218 pages in, I couldn’t take it anymore. My extreme
annoyance is probably due to the fact I liked a lot of what I read initially,
but it all ended up failing so hard and pathetically. It’s like watching the
city mayor turn into the local drunk. You just hate to see it happen. After the
first 100 pages I was left feeling like a sucker after each scene, seriously
embarrassed that I had fallen for her. Everyone seems to have read her stuff at
some point, and loved her… but then high school ended. Angsty teenagers thought
it was cool, and some still do in their 40’s and 50’s, but it’s kitsch baby.
Kitsch!
It’s clear that the protagonist of the story, Howard Roark,
is Ayn Rand’s hero, and, I would add, her alter-ego. She wrote of Roark in the
character-details she sketched out prior to The
Fountainhead, “Roark is a noble soul par excellence. The man as man should
be…and who triumphs completely.”
Meet Howard Roark, a cold, detached, misunderstood person. He’s
a bit of a loner, and by that I mean that he would probably find no difficulty
in going through life, cradle-to grave, without having touched another human
being. As long as he’s vindicated and proved ‘right’—ironically a form of
validation from the pedestrians he claims to care so little about—he will live
on bread and water. Dreamy. His ideals are epitomized in his comment to the
garbage-eater, Keating, “…most people take most things because that’s what’s
given them, and they have no opinion whatever…Do you wish to be guided by what
they expect you to think they think or by your own judgment?”
Of course, this somehow snowballs into a reckless
selfishness and unwillingness to seek win-win situations in any form. He wants
things his way, or he pouts. “I would
have to think on a nice clean job. I don’t want to think. Not their way. It
will have to be their way, no matter where I go. I want a job where I won’t
have to think.” First world problem. Keating was right when he leveled a charge
straight at the face of Roark, “Why don’t you start working, like everyone
else?” Not sure even Ayn Rand knew how to answer for Roark.
Rand would later write about Roark, “The story [The Fountainhead] is the story of Howard
Roark’s triumph. It has to show what the man is, what he wants and how he gets
it. It has to be a triumphant epic of man’s spirit, a hymn glorifying a man’s
‘I.’” I think that is enough to establish that whatever Roark says or does in
the book is the materialization of the highest ideals of Rand for what she
calls ‘Man’—which word, I believe, is employed as a metonymy for humanity and
therefore encompasses both genders. Even without reading Rand’s very specific
intentions for her main character, it is quickly evident that Roark is Rand’s very
direct mouthpiece.
The reason I want to establish this is because (Attention:
Spoiler Alert Straight Ahead!) near the end of Part 2, Chapter 2, Roark
rapes Dominique. And Rand isn’t sorry about it. Quite the opposite actually. It
happened like this: Dominique was obviously dropping hints for Roark but also
playing ‘hard to get’ without any clear language or indication that she wanted
to be had; Roark began playing ‘even more hard to get’, seeming to be able to
read her thoughts and know that she wants him; Dominique was in her room alone
one night, and Roark slipped into her room, uninvited, through the terrace
windows and proceeded to have his way with Dominique; Dominique fought against
Roark, but didn’t scream even though she knew she could; and finally, he left
without a word, feeling triumphant, and woke the next morning with pride. Yeah,
not sure I would call that a “noble soul par excellence”, but, to each her own!
Those couple pages are probably enough for anyone to see
deep into who Rand really is as a person and a writer. It’s the way Rand
treated the moment as profound that creeps me out. Check out Rand’s summary,
“He did it as an act of scorn. Not as love, but as defilement. And this made
her lie still and submit. One gesture of tenderness from him—and she would have
remained cold, untouched by the thing done to her body. But the act of a master
taking shameful, contemptuous possession of her was the kind of rapture she had
wanted.” 50 Shades anyone? The next
day doesn’t find Roark remorseful. At all.
“Roark awakened in the morning and thought that last night
had been like a point reached…they had been united in an understanding beyond
violence, beyond the deliberate obscenity of the action; had she meant less to
him, he would not have taken her as he did; had he meant less to her, she would
not have fought so desperately. The unrepeatable exultation was in knowing that
they both understood this.”
So, basically, we’re supposed to suspend disbelief—which I’m
not uncomfortable with for the most part—and be open to the idea that both
characters are quasi-human in that they are somehow telepathically reading each
other’s intentions, and, best-case-scenario, making assumptions about the
mutuality of this act; and we are supposed to believe, on those grounds, that
this wasn’t rape. Now, I can certainly suspend my disbelief for a few seconds
to consider that this telepathy or mutual certitude might be possible in Rand’s
fictional world in which she is trying to make a point. Why not. That’s not my
problem. The problem is that she is trying to romanticize the idea of the
forcing of one’s self onto another for the good of the other, without being
clearly invited. For instance, all flirtation aside, we all know how this would
be interpreted if Roark happened to be ugly.
I suppose we can all
accept that love and sex can involve both parties enjoying the
possessing/ possessed roles, and some controlled and mutual aggression could
take place which might seem rough to a detached observer. Sure, why not. But
these people did not know each other, and were making colossal assumptions
about the willingness of the other to be forced into intercourse. Let me ask: what
if Rand was wrong, and Dominique did not want this? That would qualify as rape,
correct? So, when Dominique looks at her bruises in the mirror and relishes
them, that doesn’t absolve Roark of his presumption, does it? Ludicrous.
As I’ve understood Rand’s construction of Roark, I can only
deduce that Roark represents human egoism, but an extreme form of it. It was
Pierre Teilhard de Chardin who said “the true ego grows in inverse proportion
to egoism.” The highest form of egoism, then, would be a brand of ‘selfishness’
that does not calculate self as if all being and matter outside of one’s body
(and who would define its boundaries?) is exclusive and in not in some way
tributaries and even extensions of self. Jean Paul Sartre’s idea of self is one
that is dependent on others for it development, and this is why he advanced the
idea of ‘intersubjectivity’ which is tantamount to a web of consciousness that
produces the idea of self and fosters it in an irreducible network of other
selves. True egoism, then, does not conceive of self in a vacuum, but understands
its absolute dependence and interconnection with all matter and being in the
universe. I understand the concept of survival of an ego which often must vanquish
some external hostility, even other negative egos, but that complimentary to
the idea that survival very often involves the intentional preservation of
external forces which in turn preserves and expands self. This is the very
simple concept of interdependence, and how an illuminated mind like Rand’s
would miss this is very puzzling to me. Imagine a bee saying to the hive, ‘I
don’t need you’; or a plant saying to its environment, ‘I can become more on my
own’. Nonsense. Donne was right when he said, ‘Every man’s death diminishes
me.” Again, I understand self-preservation and self-expansion that is often to
the detriment of others who are oppositional to one’s betterment and
fulfillment, and recognize it as an observable and often pleasant feature of
the world. But absolute self-preservation that precludes a sense of interdependence—and
sometimes even utter dependence on others—because one fears that the presence
of others necessarily reduces one in
the universe instead of expanding them…this is complete nonsense. Yes, there is
this center of consciousness that I like to think of as united self (even if it
unravels all the time) that I am responsible for above all else, but there is
also a wider view of self that constantly threatens my understanding of a
united center, and reveals my consciousness and body as partakers in the flux
of matter that surrounds, penetrates, and combines with myself so that I can no
longer simply say that I am me, you are you, and the world is the world.
As an aside, some may ask, how am I me, but not me? Take a
child, for instance. A child is quite literally a de facto part of me who has separated from me, and begun to live as me
outside of me. So, who do I concern myself with now? Am I only concerned about
the current center of my perceived consciousness, or do I involve the ‘me
outside of me’ which also includes everything that gives into me and takes away
from me? This ‘me outside of me’ can explain an over-concern of parents for
children, and it is a start to understand how something external to me can
begin to every bit as serviceable and important to me as my own body.
We’re all adults here, right? We all do realize, don’t we,
that without the small compromises of community—the social contract, if you
will— we would be cooking dinner over our own shit and hiding in holes to avoid
being gang-raped by gorillas, right? If society is truly, at bottom, a
“mitigation of ownership”, then why do we whine when we have to sacrifice a
small pleasure for a greater one? Roark is the paragon of the type of free man
who just doesn’t get what being yourself
means. It doesn’t have to mean being by
yourself. I truly can respect the hero that is committed to an ideal, but I
immediately lose respect for a person who can’t discriminate between worthy
goals and unworthy ones. Healthy
self-love doesn’t mean you get everything your way or you’ll threaten to starve
yourself to death—which, by the way, Roark was fundamentally doing. He wanted
to build skyscrapers without a lick of the investor’s opinion, even to the
point of rejecting millions of dollars simply for not making minor changes to
satisfy the taste of his client. Of course, the huge contradiction here is that
Roark couldn’t help make these exact compromises while anonymously creating
plans for his friend Keating. Huh? When he couldn’t get a job because he refused
to make anything that included a shred of classic or Renaissance stylization
that he didn’t approve of, he lost his business and starting working minimum
wage as a construction worker. As if there aren’t compromises in labor. He went
bat-shit when people suggested to him what they’d like to see in the final
design, and to stick-it-to-the-man, he started drilling in a mine. Genius.
Now, that’s NOT to say that I don’t think there are some
compromises an ego should NOT cave-in to. If one’s sense of self-worth and
personal freedom is seriously becoming degraded and denatured by the continual
surrender to another’s demands, then there comes a time for each individual
when no more compromises can be made in order to preserve one’s value of self
and life. I understand that completely, and I believe there is some line even I
might not cross, however petty it may seem to another, so as not to give away
another iota of my ideals and my power to choose, merely to satisfy the whims
of others. Fine. And if someone wants to maintain that Roark was protecting
himself from being adulterated and diluted by the goals of others that
contested his own goals, I suppose I could back away and say it was possible.
But Rand seems to imply that any little concession of any kind, at any time, is
a betrayal of self, and that is when Roark-the-whiner
is born into the world. But where would he draw the line in separating from
the pack? Will he not in some point in his life make compromises to a boss
because he doesn’t want to punch in at 8:00 am, saying that he values his sleep
which preserves his alertness? Will he not concede to his child because taking
him to school reduces his own time to read and more fully stimulate his
intellectual life? Will he not concede in conversation because adapting his
language to the style and understanding of his auditor dilutes his meanings and
intentions? Will he not defer to inoculations because a sore arm after a needle
pokes it minimizes his time in the gym pumping iron for a day? If a tiger
crossed his path, would he not step aside because doing so diminishes his sense
of freedom and self-worth? Is a meteoric death so much more brilliant than a
steadily growing flame that bends with the wind? Confused? I think Rand is too.
Rand attempts to romanticize selfishness, but she ends up
caricaturing it. There’s a healthy kind of self-confidence, and this includes self-love which is often misunderstood
and grossly undervalued. An egoism that realizes that one is never fully one’s
self without other selves is a good kind of egoism. But I reserve the word
‘selfish’—with its typical connotation of isolationism and imagined, absolute
autonomy—for people who only love
self and fail to realize the impact of community and interdependence on things like,
well, one’s self-awareness (which is completely owed to societal interaction
and differentiation) and survival (starting with the womb and breast of
origin). To truly be his own man and live life the way he wanted—alone—Howard
Roark, for all his lofty ideas about independence, would literally starve to
death, or become an ignorant, weak, and outright dependent creature whose
ultimate aim would be to cake on enough mud each morning to deter a mosquito’s
proboscis.
I do get what Rand is trying to say. There is a lot of
self-loathing that passes for being civil-minded and socially successful. The
low-life of the story, as Rand conceived of him, is Keating who is a
crowd-pleaser extraordinaire, and she wrote of him, “He looked at the faces, at
the eyes; he saw himself born in them, he saw himself being granted the gift of
life. That was Peter Keating, that, the reflection in those staring pupils, and
his body was only its reflection.” Great stuff, and point taken. But Roark is
the polar opposite, a vampire-like being who lacks any reflection in the eyes
of others, and Rand loves his undead social persona exactly like that.
It’s apparent, if you know her biography, that Rand needed
to withdraw into herself to survive the perils of the Russion Revolution and
the confiscation of her family’s business and livelihood; and I believe many
people would do well to search inside themselves for a strength originating
inside them and a light that will lead them out of the darkness of public
ignorance. Community would be nothing without these ‘solvent’ natures who owe
nothing, and are owed nothing. But the ‘first-me’ mentality so easily slips
into a completely unbalanced view of one’s part in society and the natural
order, and the tendency to view others as drains, instead of potential
tributaries that extend my sense of self, is all-to-real a possibility. It’s a
slippery slope from lordly to lonely.
I could only stomach a little over 200 pages of The Fountainhead. Perhaps I’ll try again
later with Anthem or We the Living. As for her philosophy of Objectivism, I have zero interest in a
system which assumes it can uproot knowledge from human desire and an
existential outlook.
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